MORE than just words ♥

Rest in peace my friend

2009-12-08T21:48:00.000-08:00

Tan Han Yin(RIP) and me

I found out on Sunday night that one of my classmate,Tan Han Yin passed away because he was strike by lightning at usj6 park where he always usually play basketball. I was so shocked when i found out tat he passed away. Not only me, but others as well. I tot it was a joke at first, but after a while i found out it was true and I was thinking to myself, I dun think anyone would wana joke about sumthin lidat. It will just b plain cruel. Of all people, why him?? He used to be a close friend of mine in college. We are from INTI College, so after class or before class, or anytime we classmates will usually hang out. We all used to watch movies, play badminton, karaoke, play foosball, play pool, have lunch and dinner and etc together but now, he is gone. There wont b anyone tat will b disturbing me calling me 'hamsap face' tat Han Yin always does. No one is goin to plan all our class outings anymore because Han Yin is d one who is always making plans for all of us but in d end, d plan either works out or it doesnt. I remember Han Yin will always complain if d plans doesnt work out. Making alot of noise bout it, saying 'next time i dunwan to plan anymore laaa!!'. Which is sumthin i would say too. We were quite close these few months until semester 1 of college ended. We all had our own plans so we couldnt meet up like we used to. I remember d last time i toked to him was d night before his passing and d last words he said to me was 'tok to u next time ok. ciaoz'. This morning many people attended his memorial service at jalan229, including me. It was a very sad day, and seeing his family cried so much just broke my heart. When it was time to send him off, omg d tears coming from his family and friends. The most heartbreaking part was when his whole family were waving at him goodbye for d last time because it was time, crying so loud. Omg, i couldnt take it. It was just too heartbreaking to see:'( His parents were so strong. To me, it was just unfair for him to die so young but I am telling myself tat he is definitely in a better place now.

Tan Han Yin,
Im sorry for anything tat i did tat may hav hurt your feelings and also not replying you when u sent me messages and nudges. You hav been a great friend to me and June when we needed transport to go here and there and also for spending your free time wit us. I hope you had a happy life. You hav taught me to appreciate those around me, not take anyone for granted. You will b in my prayers and memories wit you will be wit me always.
Rest in peace, Tan Han Yin. We will miss you.

2009-11-01T19:27:00.000-08:00

FINALS ARE OVER!:D

2009-10-23T21:48:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY
ANDRIA LOH YOON QING!!

HHHappy belated birthday andria! hehe. sorry bout din wish u on time on 22 oct 2009. i did but duno y my msg wasnt on ur facebook. haihh.. sorry yaaaaa! anyway, i hav known u since we were standard 1.. you are d oni fren tat i hav known for so long. other than wai lam la hahaha! wow!! more than 10 years? OMG. hahaha. woah! anyways, thanks for always being there for me. you are always there for me in my hardest times and also my hapie times. i reli do appreciate it alot!:D hehe. we have gone thru thick and thin together for d past how many years. havent we?(: evrything actually. so thank you so muchhh andria!:D loveeeeee youuuuuuuuu!!!!:D i hope u had a great birthday and also study hard alright. be somebody! hahaha. dun u ever forget me ah! ill whack ur sorry backside:P hehehe. mwahhhhh!!!:D:D:D:D:D heartttsss!

♥ CRAZY DMC CLASS!(:

2009-10-22T23:34:00.000-07:00

hellooo! sorry for not updating for so long:/ hahaha. been reli busy wit assignments and presentations. short semester so evrything is rush! but now, evrything is finished! tats d good part, and white hair popping out stressss, tats d bad part! finals next week! omggg! anyways here are more pictures of my classmates that i promised!

♥

MEET THE CLASSSSMATESSS!:D:D

♥LALA POSE COUNTDOWN

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WEBCAM-WHORING(:

HEHEHE.. meet my classmates(: in the pictures, includes-

Sarah(ME)
June
Jeremy
Shermaine
Caryn
Hanz
Aileena
Sharon
Bonnie
Hau Neng
Han Yin
Raj
Kash
Dharsni
Jasnitha
Jacintha
Jumana
Shani
Thevyah
James
Tong Kai
Jason
China girl
African girl
Arief
Kadir
Thinna

hahaha. 1st sem is done wit:( so fasttt.. time flies!:( anyway i had a blast this first semester and it was because of all of you! hahaha! im happie tat i have u guys as classmates:P we had alot of fun huh in class.. LOL. now, we have to study to pass our finals next week! all the best DMC students!(: will see you guys next year! KECILIOK!!:P lovvveeeeee youuuu alllll!!:D

College mates!(:

2009-10-01T22:14:00.000-07:00

.hearts.

Shermaine, Sarah, Bonnie, Aileena, Sharon, Caryn, Dhars, Kash, June:D

Kash, Jem, Han Yin, June, Caryn and Sarah:D

Sorry i dont have the time to blog :/ SORRYYY....

College life

2009-09-18T23:54:00.000-07:00

College life is so stressful! not enug sleep. omg. i used to sleep 12 hours a day le. now, oni like not more than 8 hours of sleep le. this week, it is suppose to be raya holiday! but i have 5 assignments to finish up this week! wat! :( not to mention for two essays, it must have like 2000 words ONE essay! haihhh.. but anyways, mayb im not used to college life yet. and i still have new nice frens. hahaha. we've been hanging out evryday after class and all. LOL. fun times(: dad is now complaining to me why i evryday oso go out.. LOL. i dun go out EVRYDAY wan la okay.. LOL. anyway just passed my driving exam!:D hahaha. will be getting my P license very very soon! WOOOHOOO! hahaha. i will have to drive to college already le. no need for Jeremy to take me home already.( thank you alot ya Jerry Marry for d transports, appreciate it(: ) LOL. i will post up pics of my frens real soon!:D

(:

2009-09-06T01:15:00.000-07:00

HAHA. well, got my student id few days back d.. haha.. first week of college is over and.. it okay la.. hahaha.. not so bad. i was expecting worse. haha.. mass com is tough le :/ eventho its just english. its stil tough.. law, politics, history is all part of my subs i guess.. man! law???? the free press theory? hmmm.. i hate politics la.. raja petra la.. steven gan?? LOL. uh oh im so dead la LOL and history? i tot i was done wit history in high skul?! :S i stil hav assignments due on tuesday and i havent even got started on it. hav no clue how to do it. diedie.. hmm.. d lecturers english is dam good la XD hahaha. got aum kind of accent wanXD lol.obviously la mass com.. LOL. i shall b toking like them one day:D hahaha! anyway met alot of gorgeous&nice frens(: june, caryn, shermaine, boni, ailenna, sharon and moree!:D

DINNER WIT BESTIES!:D

hehe. today went for steamboat buffet at tasty pot wit ethan, andria, sookling and koh leong at bout 7pm(: hahaha.. sorry for d greedyness:) hahaha.. linggg din take pics wit you!:( then after went to play pool until 12am. hahaha! it was fun as usual and thanks andria for d bday present! love itttt!!!:D:D:D

Before college starts!:P

2009-08-29T21:45:00.000-07:00

Hi! Sorry for not blogging for so long. hahaha. my life has been really boring. LOL. starting college on tuesday:D Well, these are pics of sum of d things i hav been doin before college starts! Pictures says it alllll...(:

Gathering with my classmates!!

We met at Asia Cafe, followed by pool and about like 10.30Pm we headed to Sunway to watch a movie, I love you Beth Cooper:D So gathering ended about 1.30am.. hahaha! missssss youuu guysss and i had a blast! Brought back skul times..:(

Sunway Lagoon with *Ethan! and his college frennnss!:D

His frens were very nice and noisy! hahahaha! Had a blast with them!:D First time i came bak from lagoon at 6pm. lol. usually i wil be outta there by 4pm. LOL. it was THATTTT fun!!:D:D

St Thomas More dinner&dance, Sleepover and Curve!

Dinner was held at Sheraton Subang. hahaha. MC was Phat Fabes!:D Performances from alot of celebrities such as, Alley Cat, Dato' David Arumugum or sumthing.. haha. SorryXD and also Boy Black i think. He was d one who sang 'Ipoh Mali' LOL. Francesca Peters, singer from d olden days and a number of comedians! HAHAHA. So, it was laughter all nite long!and more more more:D Pictures of me and SarahJane, well, hahaha That is wat happens when you put both Sarahs together. :O hahaha. D next day, we went to the Curve to meet up with Ethan and Shervine!:D hahahaha!:D

2009-08-05T21:42:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating. Been really busy and i can't lie, I hav nothing to blog about. HAHA. So yeah, haha. Laying eggs at home. Well, I got my L driving license already! really really excited bout tat :D and also, I got in to INTI college!:D looking forward to it. first class wil be on Sept 1st. hehe. and not to mention my house being a mini zoo now, i was so bored at home i decided to get a hobby, which was animals. haha.. i just bought two tortise and two fighting fishes. Definitely more to come! Thinking bout geniue pigs now tho. yeah, tats bout it nowXD

LOOK!

2009-06-30T18:32:00.000-07:00

My NS certificate arrived! look so low class wan :/ LOL.
anyway, my memory for NS. (; and
thanks for d rm450 bucks, government.LOL.
thanks ZhiYing for the pictures!! like u promised!! tat post laju reli dam laju le.. haha!!
love you mummy!!! :D :D

Tagged.

2009-06-30T17:56:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Christy(;

i dont know how this works. but haha... i'll just give it a go(; lol.

1 . What have you been doing recently?
online. sms. tv. eat eat eat. lol.

2 . Do you ever turn your handphone off?
no. my hp is always on, except if it ran out of battery.

3 . What happened at 10am today?
i was still asleep :S hahaha!

4 . When did you last cry?
haha. i dun remember lah. dun reli cry much nowadays. happy happy. lol.

5 . Believe in Fate/Destiny?
yaya(; yue fen hahaha!

6 . What do you want in life now?
get my driving license!! argh.

7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
put up my hood or just run! LOL.

8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed?
sleep?

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
shorts.

10 . What are the nicest things in your inbox?
messages? hmmm..

11 . Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
nope. why would i do tat for?

12 . Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
nah..

13 . What was the last movie you caught?
Seventeen again. :P

14 . What are you proud of ?
hmm.. i passed my SPM? hahaha! and i found d best bf ever(; for real.. ehehhe..

15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?
haha. this was from zhizhi.. lol.
dear, i call you when i finish class k? you oioi more:) i love you so much dear. baby text me when you wake up.. love you..(:

16 . What was the last song you sang out loud?
david archuleta- touch my hand. lol.

17 . Do you have any nicknames?
nope. ppl just call me sarah. LOL

18 . What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?
from zhizhi again..LOl.
dear!!

19 . What time did you go to sleep last night?
urmm around 3 am? hmm..

20 . Are you currently happy?
yes over the top(;

21 . Who gives you the best advice?
my parents.

22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
nooo..

23 . Who do you talked to on phone last night?
zhizhi..hahah!

24 . Is something bugging you right now?
yes i wan my driving license!!

25 . Who is the last person to make you laugh?
zhizhi..LOL.

26.Do you like yourself?
yeah(; love me.

27.You want $5 or $10?
both? LOl.

28.Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
yeah i noe i was dam stupid d past year -.-"

29.Who is your best best best friend?
sook ling, andria loh and sarah jane(;

30.What will you do if you like that boy?
wat boy? *blur*

31.Who are your favourite stars?
singers will be david archuleta and taylor swift.
actor will be jennifer anniston. LOL.

32.You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
yeah sumtimes:/

33.Do you had even stead before?
typing error i guess?

34.what type of boy do you like?
urmmm.. definitely a boy tat has a good personiality.

35.Now are you single/attached?
attached(;

Pass this tag to 10 people !
1. Sookling
2. Andria
3. Joveen
4. ZhiYing
5. HueyPing
6. Rosanne
7. Katrine
8. Ivan
9. Akmal
10. Isaac

1. Would you date number 5?
(Huey Ping) haha. she is a girl. no.

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?
(Andria) CHOY! wont happen la wat u toking bout. hmmph.

3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?
(Akmal) haha. i guess they are good frens from ns? HAHAHAH!

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
(ZhiYing) i wont do anything. all i can say will be AH BOP...LOL!!!

5. Number 1 is acting weird.
(Sookling) wats wrong ling? ;(

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.
( Joveen, Ivan, Isaac) HAHAH! wat a laugh :P

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and you to go to a concert.
(Katrine) LETS GO!!! :D

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
(Isaac) wont wan lah. too good boy edi.. LOL.

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world.
(ZhiYing) u already far la! wan go further sumo ah??

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.
(Ivan) wit Ivan wit me nothing can go wrong.. ahahah! (;

11. Number 7 and you are sitting on the couch watching a movie when he/her wrap his/her arm around you.
(Katrine) HAHAHA! u wan a hug? alright(;

12. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.
(Huey Ping) sure. why not? :D

13. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.
(Akmal) okay lah.. yay???

14. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can't sleep.
(Rosanne) alright fine wit me.. hehe.

15. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
(Rosanne) hahaha! play along i guess?

16. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
(Sookling) awww :( she will always find sumone beta. like now(;

17. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly aflame.
(Andria) hahaha! OMG..

18. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.
(ZhiYing) YAY!!!:D:D

19. Number 4 just got you an X-Box.
(ZhiYing) awww thank you mummy!! :D

20. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game!
(Akmal) alright alright(; play lah...

21. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.
(Sookling) NEVER wil happen. LOL.

22. Number 7 looks lonely!
(Katrine) IM HERE!

23. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone.
(Andria) :(

24. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.
(HueyPing and Joveen) awww thanks..hahaha! love!!

25. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black. What do you say to that?
(Rosanne) tak payah.buang masa. lol.

26. Number 2 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where 2 went.
(Andria) O.O

27. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying.
(Akmal) wat happen? :(

28. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once! Is it possible?
(Sookling, Joveen, HueyPing, Katrine) wah all gals ah?? cham lor :P

Happy Father's Day!

2009-06-21T22:49:00.000-07:00

Sarah Ho & Paul Ho(:

Thank you for being there for me all the time.
Thank you for accepting me for the way I am.
Thank you for taking care of me for 18 years.
Thank you for being so understanding.
Thank you for all ur support.
Thank you for always putting a smile on my face wit ur lame jokes. lol.
Thank you for guiding me thru my rough days.
Thank you for the advises you gav me for tat made me who I am today.
Thank you for working so hard to put food on the table, i noe it havent been easy.
Thank you for not kicking me out of the house when i was being a bad daughter.
Thank you for all the things you bought for me.
Thank you for all the food u always buy for me, thats why i am so fat now.
Thank you for being my driver for 18 years. lol.
Thank you for all the food u brought when i was in NS,making me look like i was a spoiled child.
Thank you for handing me ur passion for animals, i noe i got it from you. lol.
Thank you for evrything, Papa(:

Im sorry for evrything i've done tat made u upset or sad.
I will definitely change for sumone tat is important to me.
You are my hero(:
I love you.

Thank You.

2009-06-13T23:24:00.000-07:00

NS is offcially over. hahah. i noe it ended like..5 days ago.. but juz felt like blogging bout it. HAHA.. well, all i can say is tat i had d time of my life in NS. hahha.. reli no regrets. when i found out i got chosen for NS. i was like... NOOOOOO!!! i even planned on not goin.. start college or sumthing.. but my mom told me to juz get evrything over wit. otherwise they are gonna bug u for d rest ur life. kinda true tho.. HAHAHA. there are like 20+ years old ppl who are goin for NS now. coz they differed differed until now. LOL. so yeah, i noe tat evryone tat has been to NS enjoyed themselves. notice tat? including my bro. hahaha. i din believe them at all. but hey! i had a blast man! :D hahaha. wateva those ppl tat sed NS is a waste of time, waste goverment money and all. its bull. mayb its kinda true la XDlol. but then, JUZ GO LAH!!! -.-" not like its for 3 years lah! oni 3 months!! and when i was there i felt like it was like 1 month oni okay.. u wont even realised it. i had d best experienced of my life there. once in a life time oppurtunity. i came bak early coz all my frens went home to continue studies, form6, college etc.. all leave me :( so i decided to go bak home too lor.. i was suppose to end on 8june. but i came home on 23may. so yeah lor.. wat to do, i wanted to end NS actually, but oh welllll.. hmmm..if i din go for NS this year, i wouldnt hav met my new NS frens now. they are reli nice ppl. and not to mention caringgggg!!! omgggg!! hahaha.. i wana thank them so badly.. hahaha!! i was so touched wit all of them for all they did for me. they dun noe this.. but i noe tat u guys, Katrin, ZhiYing and PingPing. d nite b4 u guys left, u text zhihao telling him to take care of me and make me happy and more more all.. :'( thank you so much. to b honest i broke down when zhihao showed me those msgs :'( paiseh.. but thank you so much! and thanks ZhiYing for d bread u bought for me b4 u left, iwas dieting tat time, so i din eat much. so she bought me d bread coz she wanted me to eat:D and thank you to sumone, i duno who, tat knew i din hav any money at tat time and left 20 bucks in my purse b4 she left. ahaha, dun hav to do tat la. paiseh oni.. thanks ya whoever u are!! i appreciate it and wil giv u bak ur money!!! hAHA.. i wil soon find out who!! and my other frens too ya.. thanks for evrything (: u guys used to scold me, hahaha! i noe ppl like to bully me de. i noe i very soft wan.. but ayoooo!! HAHAHA. i dun mind la.. LOL. let me tell u, my hot cups, hahha.. i had 20 hot cups, we had to giv all to teacher coz of an incident, but when i wanted to take my hot cup one day, there we only 3 left -.-" LOL. my frens wil ask me whether they can hav one..i wil say yes yes yes yes.. and 3 left!! HAHA.. how to say no? HAHAH. and my charger wil simply b taken by other ppl without asking me first. HAHAHA.. i din mind actually but my frens were furious XD and another funny thing at NS was tat bomoh thingy, nothing got lost at NS like hp and stuffs, but one day one hp and 100 bucks were missing. so had roll call, and teacher was toking bout it.. to make all of us scared, they actually sed tat if we dun giv it bak by morning, tomoro tat person wil lose their memory O.O LOL! so we noe who is it or sumthing. they actually closed all d doors in d dewan!! so tat no one wil go out. and they did their bomoh thingy.. haha.. throwed kunyit rice on evry one of uss!!! LOL. freaked me out man! and evryone else too. after tat we all went out and started calling ppl telling them bout it.. HAHAHA! but in d end, i think it din work but i think they got d phone bak i heard? im not sure. . LOL. hmmm.. anyhoos, bak to juz now, not to forget my zhi hao, lOL. im very happie now ya:D:D thank you for being so good to me de. HAHA! hehe.. im happie tat i met u there!!! so shy de we all last time XD anyways, we all had good time rite (: hahaha!we had a good laugh there man! :D we wil definitely continue keep in touch yeah.. u guys promised!!!! :P LOL. i love you guyssss :DDD hearts hearts.

Sweet Memories.

2009-06-10T00:45:00.000-07:00

NS PICS TAT I PROMISED!(:

my company's flag!!! CHARLIE MANTOP!! :D

ALL OF US!! hearts.
Katrin, SueWern, Sarah, Rosanne, PingPing, Kat, ZhiYing.
i loveeee you guys man!! :D

my dorm-BP6 (:

dewan makan!

NS food. not tat bad rite? LOL.

we enjoy d view evry evening (: HAHA. hard to resist.

me bed for 2months. LOL.

BP6 gurls!hearts.

Chin Zhi Hao wit m16 gun.lol. (:

me and Turga!! :D

cheh cheh cheh... LOL.

HappybirthdayPingPing! 120509

in d train!!

HAHAHA. choc addict -.-"

Our family tree. kinda. HAHA!

I was dam scared okay!! LOL*screams*

Buddist class.. LOL.

IKA!! pretty gurl(: my sleeping neighbour. LOL. miss you....

Cikgu Jun!!!

Thanks ZhiYing for d bolsters!! LOL!!! funny lah you..

was waiting to shoot gun.. LOL.

Sarah Nicole Ho shooting M16 gun.. dun playplay.. LOL!

oneword:yuck.

anotheroneword:eww.

Charlie Mantop! LOL

our great picnics! (:

Charlie gurls!!

Tsunami at dorm6. LOL. punishment. LOL

HAHA. ignore d face.

HAHAHA ZHiYING ZhiYIng!!

BP6 Gotong Royong.

more pics on my facebook.
we took like 1k++ pics hahaha :D
this is juz like a ringkasan of it. LOl.

hmmm..

2009-06-06T20:34:00.000-07:00

heyya. well, another 4 more months until i start college. wat in d world am i gona do until then?? haihhh... work? dunwan la!! LOL. now wana relax lahh.. chill for a while more b4 my life change. LOL. planning to take my driving license. well, its about time. LOL! evrything is after NS after NS after NS.. lol.hmmm.. will b goin to inti college doin mass com. LOL. taking diploma first and mayb goin UK? LOL. not sure yet. ehehe.. do i even suit mass com?? hmmm.. im interested in tat course but.. d thing is.. im too shy!! how am i goin to tok to ppl..? tat is mass com anyway.. -.-" LOL. hmm.. but.. my parents sed tat when i start they wil like sort of help me in tat? reli? or they are juz saying tat to make me feel beta? LOL. omggg.. remind me of an incident at NS. hahaha.. crap man.. dam embarassing. LOL. urmmm.. had this KKJ thingy.. i represented d chinese gal in my company, Charlie. went up on stage wit my other frens tat was suppose to present our presentation thingy.. LOL. there were like 10 of us i think.. in front of 400++ ppl okay!!!! AHHHH!!!! i had a script.. i din noe there was any script!! LOL. i tot i was juz goin up there for fun.. coz NS is a muhibah place.. need all races.. LOL. but then.. i had to present this thing bout my company's flag. there was this sentence i had to say.. it was.. i remembered..'bulan dan bintang' rite..ahhaha.. i kinda sed 'bulan dan binatang' ohh goshh.. i was dam nervous.. my hands were shaking and all. binatang was written on my script! HAHA.. i din think up there. was too nervous. so ikinda like juz tryin to get evrything over wit by reading evrything!! LOL. juz like any other crowd.. evryone started laughin.. oh welll.. after tat i didnt noe where to put my face.. in a bag or sumthing? LOL. but well, i juz acted dumb d rest of d day. HAHAHA! a number of ppl came up to me and was laughin.. binatang binatang binatang.. omgggg... LOL. and to my frens!! stop laughin already!! NOT FUNNY!!! LOL.alot more embarassing crowd moments la.. LOL dun wana tok bout it XD LOL. so u seeeee!!! mass com??!!?!? u gotta b kidding me!! LOL. my parents wan me to take tat course up.. LOL. i dun mind oso la.. coz i noe there are lotsa jobs for mass com. went for counseling at inti and all.. LOL. but i dunoooo...!! oh well, hope i made a good decision or WILL make a good decision.. any job tat involves taking care of animals??? :D not a vet (: SARAH NICOLE HO IS INTERESTED :D

:/

2009-05-29T18:37:00.000-07:00

nowadays thinking alot bout college life.
man im scared!!!! :/
evrything is goin to b so diff!

Kem PLKN Sinaran Suriaツ

2009-05-23T23:22:00.000-07:00

SueWern, PingPing, Sarah, Katrin <3<3>
IM BAK FROM NS! :'( i got pelepasan awal to continue my studies. LOL. well, hmmm.. i guess i had alot of fun there. :D hehe.. no regrets goin there. made alot of new amazing frens :P i missssss you guys so much!! :'( Katrin, SueWern, ZhiYing, PingPing, LengChai, Rosanne, Katrine, Sam, Bianca, Jo, Arasi, Turga, Sugan, Ika, ZhiHao(:, Chinese gang and all d gals in my company, dorm 5&6.. Charlie Mantop! and alot more!! LOL. thanks u guys for evrything! (: u guys rawk! (: we had lotsa fun rite at NS rite? hehehe.. first 2 week, there were ppl crying wana go home and all.. LOL. but when it was time to reli go home.. they didnt wana go home.. LOL! evry week, there were ppl leaving.. cried like sheeet la!! LOL. so paiseh..im so used to gettin up early in d morning, sleeping late, bathing wit cold water, drinking warm water, washing clothes without washing machine, doin my bed in d morning, eating 'fresh' food and more. but hey! its good training. LOL! paling best was m16 gun, flying fox *screams*.. kembara halangan, tali tinggi, tali rendah, marching, khidmat komuniti.. LOL! dam cool le.. good experience!

a few days, there were like many ppl tat got 'possess' in my camp. was kinda scary so dun wana tok bout it de :X wana noe bout it msn me la! LOL....

Charlie's cheers!

Charlie, Charlie pantang kalah,
walau jatuh sakit and rebah,
bangun lantah semula gagah,
melayu, india and cina,
perpaduan bersatu padu,
kami dari kumpulan melinci,
dari kompeni Charlie,
kuning bendera kami,
lambang keberanian,
kami sedia BERTEMPUR!

BamBooo!
Charlie paling termasyhur,
mari Charlie tempur,
walau kena redah lumpur,
Charlie takkan mengelupur.
Bambooo!!
Charlie takkan berundur,
mari kita tempur,
kita langgar sama mereka,
jangan bagi mereka muka!

go charlie go charlie go go go!!

tats all i remembered! LOL.

LOTS OF PICTURES WiLL B UPLOADED SOON!! :D

2009-03-14T23:54:00.000-07:00

we all got our SPM results bak and wow.. are d passing mark TAT low??! how d heck did i pass my sejarah and accounts???? i did not do well in my trial exam but my SPM results was reli diff than tat le seriously. how did tat happen?? im stil wondering le.. HAHAHA. anywho, im happie wit my results eventho it wasnt very good le (: LOL. i got a1 for english and science. others no need to noe! those are d oni ones tat im happie bout. HAHAHA! but i did not fail anything lah (: now i qualified to go into any college.. PHEWWWW!!! HAHAHA. im so relieved.. my parents are happie too i guess.. they sed they are so relieved too.. they sed they expected me to get all e's or sumthing. tats just plain cruel isnt it? lol. when my bro saw my result, he was like.. 'give me a hug!!!' LOL!.. well, congrats to all my frens!! we ALLLL passed our SPM!!! and now we can now go to college and b sumbody (: yay!! skul is so over for us. but sadly, now we are all goin our separate ways.. my besties.. Sookling.. she is in Sunway College doing business, Andria is in Taylor's doing hotel management.. and i mite b goin to Inti College doin mass communication or ... havent reli decided. tats my main one lor. thinking of other options :(((( gona miss u guys.. all d fun we had in skul.LOl. and all my other frens, hope u guys take care of urself and we'll meet in d future.

i wil b leaving for NS in Perak this Thursday already :((( NOOOO!!

2009-03-04T23:12:00.000-08:00

correction: SPM results is comin out on d 12th of mac.. hahaha thanks ling.. duno where did i get tat 15 mac from.. was i dreaming :/ lol. anyway i went to pyramid this afternoon.. and yesterday.. to get my pay but my boss is juz a pain in d ass le.. seriously..

sunday
Hafiz: Ahkent, when get pay ah?
Boss: urmm urmmm.. tuesday tuesday...
Sarah: YAY!! sure ah, Ahkent? confirm already?
Boss: ya ya.. u come on tuesday..

tuesday
Boss: *shocked* eh! y come?? not so early wan lah!
Hafiz: but u said tuesday ma..
Boss: no no.. Bee Ling( bigger boss) dint come to giv ur pay yet.. u come in d evening la.. mayb she wil come d..
Hafiz: *angry* ok.

and i went today, we din get yet.. even my frens who were off today came to get their pay.. boss said tat confirm wil get pay tomoro.. i was like.. Ahkent, tat was wat u sed on sunday lahhh... and my boss was like.. confirm.. i called d office. omgggg.. he beta b so rite le.. lol. otherwise im goin to go crazy!! LOL.

my dog Patsy was in d hospital for a week.. 7 days.. coz she had kidney and liver failure.. :( d doc sed tat she was 10 times worse than d limit. tat made me kinda afraid le.. she was vomiting d whole day and not eating and all.. and not moving!! i was so worried!! so my dad took her to d vet. thank goodness le.. she was in d icu.. hahah! but now she is bak home and healthy!! :DDD

BACK

2009-03-01T07:46:00.000-08:00

heyyyy!! sorry so long din blog!! i din hav d time. i was like working 24/7. LOL.
today was my last day working in MOD!! :( it was fun working there seriously (: climbing d raks to get shoes and all.. HAHA, and ppl there are d best. stopped coz i got chosen for NS. second batch.. i wil b leaving on19 mac to perak.. sum place called sungkai.. of ALLLLL places! :( AHHHH!!! after my NS i mite b goin bak to work there again coz my comisen wil oni b comin out after 5 months working. so yeah.. mayb lahh..

AHHHHHHH!!! SPM results is coming out on 15 mac!! IM SO DEAD!!! im juz afraid bout my maths and bm.. oh man.. especially BM!! wish me luck wish me luck!!!

:(

2008-12-19T13:03:00.000-08:00

i think i had sum kind of breakdown day before yesterday night.. suddenly i reli couldnt breathe and i couldnt stop crying.. seriously. it went on for quite sum time. now i just dunwana tok to anyone. nobody. hmm.. i was thinking bout all d stuffs tats happening in my life. well, it kinda shows tat my life is not goin reli well nowadays. when im not okay. i noe, i bake. it gets my mind off evrything le i guess. i baked choc chip cookies yesterday. it was reli good le.. and juz coz of d cookies yesterday which my family all cant stop eating. my dad wants to send me to baking class -.-" sum baking institut.. it was juz one time i baked lah!! anyway, my days this past few days has been outside my hse finding for my cat which doesnt want to come bak coz of my new dog. i went out 3 am in d morning to find her too. nobody noes.. but she is nowhere to b found.. i hope nothing happened to her le. :'(

Patsy!

2008-12-18T16:18:00.000-08:00

haha she was kinda scared here le i guess XD

HAHAHA! no need see my face le..

meet Patsy! d new member of my family.. (: we got her yesterday ler.. she was my cousin's.. she is stil small.. i dun think she can grow any bigger anymore.LOL. she follows me evrywhere. and i mean evrywhere!! LOL. so active ler.. and she is very very very intelligent le seriously. VERY!! but at least she doesnt lick like most dogs rite? hahah! she is a Jack Russell.. haha! heard of it ah? let me refresh ur memory.. LOl

same breed as Eddie in Frasier.. d dog tat watches tv!! LOL!

d oni thing im afraid of is tat she cant get along wit my cat Princess. they hav wars evrytime they see each other :( haihh.. and glasses wil b falling down evrywhere and scratches evrywhere!! my head and hands and legs oso got scatches ler! bleeding like duno wat.. but she is fine wit my dog, Dustty.. i need all of them to get along omgg!! they are like my real children XD hav to keep an eye on all of them all d time..LOL! man its hard!LOL.

outing!

2008-12-16T20:29:00.000-08:00

Today me went to Pyramid wit Faruq (: his hair so long edi.. LOL..
haha.. we were suppose to watch twilight!!! NOOO! :( i wanted to watch tat!! i guess i hav to watch it alone now.. did u hear tat,baby? 'alone and myself'. LOL!! when i got money la.. hope it doesnt end yet!! didnt watch coz d time of d movie was kinda late so we watched Gurantine.. did i spell tat rite? hmmm.. d scary movie..i tot it was all gona b ghosts and all but juz ppl wit penyakit anjing gila... LOL. duno how to spell it in english.. LOL. but in d end evryone died..-.-"sadness..
anyway i tot it was good lor.. LOL. but nothing to shout about larh.. LOL i was quite scared le.. so blood-dy wan tat movie.. :/
i dun like those kinda movies wan ler.. my type of movies are love movies.. HAHA.. wattttt??
its nice ler.. and u all can learn a thing or two about relationships when u watch it okay..
so watch it!! dun treat ur bf or gf like crap!!
but this blood-dy movie, i guess was okay. very interesting..
Faruq jumped a few times too!! HAHAHA!! dun deny it!! :P
at least my popcorn didnt go flying like it did when i watched The Eye..
haha i nvr tot tat would happen.. but i had fun today.. lots and lots!
all we did was movie, arcade and food then out of cash.
tat pokai lerrr.. LOL. but its okay.. hehe.. d main thing was tat we had fun wit each other..
and i did.. i alwais do when im wit him :D hehe..
u're so great ler.. MWAH! :D oh nooo..we forgot to take picssss:(

well, i missed my high skul prom :( it was today.. in fact, prom is goin on NOWW!!.. at this very moment.. while im on d com.. sitting here all alone.. bored..
haihhhhh :( :(
no money.. no date.. no frens who are goin..
so why go rite? but stil..
i missed my one and only high skul prom!!!! :(
but i hope u guys over there are having fun!!
let me noe who won Prom King&Queen yeah..
ehehe..

Tomoro will b getting new doggy!!! hehe!!
i hope its tomoro.. LOL.

bored!

2008-12-15T17:03:00.000-08:00

christmas is around d corner! (: (:
jingle bells jingle bells jingle all the way!!

today oh today..
i was so bored!! nothing to do, nobody to tok to.. haaih.. it is juz BORING!
my bro went to penang wit his frens for vacation so i hav his labtop all to myself for a few days! haha.. uuu and!! i cleaned my room today! lol.. after my mom nagged me for so long! i finally did it. coz she sed if i dun clean my room i cant go out tomoro.. haha.. which im planning to.. LOL. so i was SOOO free today i decided to juz clean my room.. i cleaned up all my old books.. wow there are dusty.. tat shows tat i did not study :X oppss.. hahaha! i think my cousins wil b taking my old books. haha. no worries, there are in good shape.. LOl. all my books are. but i think d revision books im gona keep it until i get my SPM results coz i mite hav to sit for SPM again.. who noes.. BUT I DUN WAN TO!! nobody wants to!! its gona b so embarassing. haihh.. i hope i get good results *fingers crossed*.. well, i swept and mopped my room. haha! when my dad saw me taking a big big black plasic bag he was like 'u're cleaning ur room?!' haha.. i nvr clean my room.. my parents says my room was hit by a hurricane.. LOL. so unlady-like my dad wil say.. yeah my room was tat messy. LOL! ppl come to my room and they wil b like.. O.O.. hahah!! seriously.. well, i shud b ashamed but hey.. i love my room lidat.. i noe where i put my stuffs and all.. today well, had to do it! haha.. its so clean now!! LOL. its shinning!! LOL.

♥ 10 months with you.

2008-12-14T21:16:00.000-08:00

Sarah Ho & Ammar Faruq

Happy 10th months anniversary! :D
i love you.
we made it to 10 months!
woohoooo!
and more days, months and years to come!
im sure of it.
:D
ill be there for you alwais
24/7.
i promise.
you noe u can tok to me bout anything rite? (;
mwah mwah mwah!
i love you,darl.

Will you ever?

I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.

I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.

You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.

I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.

You are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.

my days

2008-12-12T22:45:00.000-08:00

yesterday took d bus and went to 1utama to see my cousins and frens from KA church sing on stage. Christmas carollers (: they were at d new wing.. hehe..i was 99% close to joining them yesterday but din hav d outfit. haha.. my cousin offered but nah.. LOl.they had new outfits this year. its all black -.-" bad idea. LOL. wit red accesories.. but i had to admit tat they look dam good.. hehe..last time it was white blouse and a red skirt and a like green thingy around d waist and a christmas hat. looked good too (:much beta. i joined them when i was in form3 and it was a blast! LOL. went to LOTS of places to sing le.. hotels and also shopping complexes and houses. last year was working so couldnt join them and this year, well.. looking for a job le. so din hav time. and it was far.. if i went i had tostay at my cousin's place for like a month! stayed over for a month when i was form3 believe it or not. LOL. i wil definitely join them when i can drive, LOL. which is like wat? next year? lol. hopefully. anyway, they started singing at 5pm.. haha. and it ended like around 5.45pm.. after 1utama they sang at Oneworld hotel at 7.30pm. hahah.. did not c them sing there coz it was late. had to take d bus home already. it was tiring.. haha! but its okay, used to it already. im a bus gurl. LOL. they sang great le.. *applause!* i was like a proud mama.. LOL! reli reli good (: they were d bomb.. as usual lah. haha!

today in d afternoon my bro came up to me and he was like.. 'why u dun go out one! evryday at home! (sumthing like tat), lets go to pyramid to watch a movie!' haha. well, he belanja-ed so we went to pyramid and watched Bolt 3D version. ahhaa.. it was good le.. haha! so 3D!! hahah. it looked reli real.. so cool le! had this specs thingy.. LOL. d dog was sooo cute.. wit MileyCyrus voice as d lil gal. it was so obvious it was her. LOL. but d movie was good.. i liked it (: hehe.. saw many frens there. when they tok to me.. especially wit my guy frens.. they look dam scared one.. coz they think my bro is my bf. same old story.. oh gosh.. come on.. he is my brother!! -.-" happened lotsa times already.. lol. mayb its coz ppl say we dun look alike.. LOL. hmmm.. is tat bad? lol. so next time if u see me out wit a guy.. HE IS MY BRO!! MY BRO!! unless we are holding hands or sumthing.. hahahaha! :S then it cant possibly be him. lol.

me and my bro when we were little. haha! dun look alike rite? LOl.
:D

this was last year at putrajaya.(:

♥ ANTM

2008-12-06T15:34:00.000-08:00

Australia's Next Top Model Winner!
Alice Burdeu from Sydney, Aust.

lol. i've never ever missed any episode of America's Next Top Model or Australia's Next Top Model, but my fav is stil Alice. OmG.. she is so gorgeous!!! im so jealous. LOL.
u go gurl!(:

♥ Frens Forever.

2008-12-05T17:20:00.000-08:00

♥ Pictures of my frens and i - Year 04'-08'

LOVE YOU ALL

♥♥♥

FREEDOM!

2008-12-02T16:41:00.000-08:00

Hey there! last Sat, had a family pot luck dinner at Debbie's place. my mom's side.. haha! had a blast as usual. LOL. it was my grandma's birthday and my two cousins Stephanie and Victoria came bak from Aust. haha. its been a long time since i saw them. dinner was at 7pm. and just like evry other occasions, my parents wil always be early.so left about 6pm and stopped at Qiant to get ice cream for dessert. reached at their hse at like around 6.45pm and we were d first ones there! haha. well, wanted for evryone to come then we ate, good food le and lots!! LOL. then 4 of us.. like d 'gang', me, deb, dan and kev when to d study room to talk. hhaha! gossip like always. then Victoria came in to ask to go down to play Taboo. LOL. it was like our family game. always play. but this time it was cousins against cousins. d 'gang' vs d older ones. haha! d game is always fun le! then after it was over cut cake!! LOL. and pics pics pics!

Debra Chai (:
my mouth looks gigantic. LOL.

Cousins (:
ChrisHo, Vicky, Steph, Sam, Sarah, Deb, Dan, Kev, John, Julian

d 'gang'
hearts.

Family picture! AIYAK cant see me properly also. spot me (:

these pics are d oni ones i hav for now.

stole it from Debbie's blog. LOL.
hey! im stil angry at you for not telling me bout Nick. haha.
so for that, i steal ur pics!! lol .
anyway i stil love you ahahah!
C:

YES! finally SPM is so over. FOR.............EVER AND EVER AND EVER! haha! after 11 years of schooling this was my last day in skul! YAY!waited so long le.. when i was in skul i couldnt wait to get out but now when i think bout not goin bak to skul anymore. wow its sad. it was my second home for 11 years. and more lah.. plus kindergarten sumo.. but i see now that life goes on. well.. im off to college.. if i can get in la of coz :/ hope i dun fail my SPM tho. after my last paper.. wow.. d feeling was great!! hahaha. WOOOHOOOO!! me and a few of my frens were screaming at d tapak perhimpunan. lol..but d others were not coz they hav another paper tomoro.. cheer up lah! one day more oni ma.. not like 1 month more also.. cheer up!(: then we go celebrate and go crazy! C:

well.. just wana thanks to all my frens tat supported me throughout my whole years of skuling. LOL. like Faruq, Sookling, Andria, Amani, Sabrina, Atiqa, Zaty, Wai lam, Shawn, Dex, Ivan, Shan, Sheera, Rach.. you guys are d ones tat i hav been close wit during my time in SMK USJ 4. thanks alot! u guys are da bomb! i wil miss you guys alot! i noe sum of us are not close to each other anyone or mayb not in talking terms. but hey, all d best to you guys in life. hope u guys wil always b happie and we shall hang out soon yeah (: im sure now we wil go our separate ways so be sumbody in d future. dun waste ur life.im toking bout myself too -.-" LOL. dun forget bout me! hehe.. d gal wit diff weird hairstyles every year and sort of failing all her papers evrytime. lol. well yeah tats me! and im sorry if i did anything wrong to any of you guys. im sorry. and my crazy classmates in 4C and also 5C. you guys rawk! LOL. its a good class filled wit great ppl.. hahah. we had a blast for 2 years din we? LOL. being so crazy. cant wait to see our year book next year!

hmm all i can say is that i wil miss skul and all my frens ):
hope to see you guys in d future.
or in coll C;

well i wil upload sum pics of me and sum of my classmates soon.

2008-12-01T16:10:00.000-08:00

i was bored so went thru sum quotes (:

Last paper tomoro!!!!

Ekonomi Asas (:

WOOHOOO!!

Surveyyy

2008-11-30T18:06:00.000-08:00

Survey tat i got randomly from ppl le!

1. Are you really ready for more than 100 questions?
yeah sure bring it on!

2. Who's the best kisser you've ever kissed?
errr... not for you to noe..:/

3. Do you believe in God?
yes i do..

4. Who did you last say "I love you" to?
urmmm.. it was my ex bf..

5. What's your ringtone?
jordin sparks- one step at a time.

6. Have a best friend?
yes i do..

7. Are you a boy or girl?
urmmm a gal, last time i checked.

8. How do you want to die?
peacefully. i dun like to suffer.

9. What did you last drink?
h2o.

10. Who is your last call?
Sookling..

11. Tom from MySpace is about to go to jail, what's your first thought?
i duno any Tom from myspace.

12. Do you have an attitude?
sumtimes yeah i do..

13. Ever been in love?
yes i have..

14. How much do you text?
hmmm.. used to text alot. not anymore.

15. Like reading?
yeah.

16. Are you gonna get high later?
i dun think so.. no.

17. Do you hate anyone at the moment?
no i dun hate anyone. hate is a strong word.

18. Do you miss someone?
yes actually.

19. Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
twirl my spaghetti i guess. tats d way to eat it.

20. Who is your best friend's brother's wife's daughter's boyfriend?
my best fren brother is not married.

21. Do you tan a lot?
urmmm.. no its not my thing. anyway im too dark already!

22. How exactly are you feeling?
upset.

23. Ever eat food in a car while someone or your self is driving?
urmm.. when sumone is driving yes.. i cant drive YET.

24. Do you like someone currently?
like? nah..

25. Have you ever started a rumor?
no.. im not like tat.

26. Are Barbie & Ken bad influences on people?
barbie &ken? y would they b? they are dolls.

27. Do you regret anything from your past?
urmmm yes badly.

28. What are you listening to?
air cond. so noisy :/

29. Do you want to have kids?
sure do. when d time is right. and wit d right guy.

30. Ever kissed somebody that's name started with an E?
E?? hmmmm..nope ..

31. Do you type fast?
im alright la.. normal speed lidat..

32. Do you have piercings?
yes i hav 6 piercings.

33. Can you spell?
i think so. i sure do hope so..

34. Flip flops or sandals?
flip flops!!

35. What do you miss most about your past?
i missed d part where i used to b simling 24/7. was known for tat.

36. What are you craving right now?
craving?? hmmm. i need pizza hut. duno how long i din eat it edi..

37. Is your handphone always hung around you whenever you are?
urmm.. used to.. not anymore.

38. Do you enjoy going out with the opposite sex friend alone?
yes sure why not?

39. Does somebody love you?
no i dun think so.

40. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
yes i do..

41. Are you secretly liking someone?
nope..

42. Do you believe your ex thinks about you?
my ex? urmmm no..

43. Who is your bestest friend?
tiffany choe sook ling.

44. Have you ever been betrayed by a best friend?
urmmm no not by her.

45. Your hair color?
black dark brown lidat..

46. Is your house big?
no its not.

47. Where is your cat at?
she is sleeping downstairs at her usual place.

48. Have you ever walked outside in the rain?
yes i hav..

49. Do you think you're a good person?
hmmm.. yes i think im a good person.

50. Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
yeah..

51. Do you take drugs?
no...

52. Last time you had a nice bubble bath?
long time ago!! in a hotel..forgot where.

53. Whats your middle name?
Nicole..

54. Do you play the Wii?
wats tat?

55. How do you feel about Wal-Mart?
i duno. nvr been there b4. i think oni they hav it in US.

56. How long have you had a myspace?
urmm.. i think since i was 13 years old.

57. Who has inspired you the most?
inspired?urmm nobody actually. i've been me all this while.

58. Favorite line?
i dun hav any fav line le..

59. How old will you be in 4 months?
ill b stil 17 years old.

60. Are you mean?
nope..

61. Can you keep white shoes clean?
definitely not -.- u shud c my skul shoes..

62. Do you believe in true love?
yes i do..

63. Do you like roller coasters that go upside down?
yeah its kinda fun le..

64. Are you proud of the person you've become?
not even close to proud.

65. Do you like yourself to be change?
change for d beta yeah.. not for d worse.

66. Do you like to be outside?
urmm.. it depends on d occasion lor..

67. What are you looking forward to?
after SPM!! and finding job and goin to college.

68. Are you bored?
yes kinda...

69. Do you want to get married?
yeah..

70. Ever fail a class?
failed a class? urmm..i failed a paper b4 la.. not class..

71. Are you hungry?
abit... not reli..

72. Do you have a bank account?
no i dun..

73. What will make you happy?
urmmm.. sum people to change their attitude..

74. Would you change your name?
no i wont. i like my name.

75. Do you know how to skateboard?
abit la.. not pro..

76. What are you wearing?
urmm.. shorts and t-shirt..

77. What are your plans after this?
i think i hav to study for my SPM papers..

78. What are you afraid of?
dying.

79. Have anyone broken your heart?
yes ler.. i dun even think i hav any part of it left.

80. Does he/she knows it?
yeah he does. he doesnt care anyway.

81. Your ambition?
planning to go for hotel management.

82. Does your parents support you in every way?
urmmm yeah they do actually..

83. How are you feeling?
upset. again.

84. What do you think about yourself?
i think i need to b stronger mentally larhh..

85. Why?
i get hurt easily.

86. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
i hav no idea le..y dun u ask them?

87. The character for you for yourself is?
emotional.

88. On the contrary, the thing you hate about yourself is?
i forgive ppl to easily.

89. The most ideal person you want to be is?
sumone strong who noes wat to do when anything happen..

90. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them...
urmm thank you for believing in me?

Pass this quiz to 10 people whom you wish to know how they feel about you.
-Faruq
-Sookling
-Andria
-Wai lam
-SarahJane
-Xi yuan
-Dex
-Ivan
-Sheera
-Shan

91. Who is No.6 having a relationship with?
(Xi yuan)
urmm he is not in any relationship right now. or so he says la..

92. Is No.9 a male or female?
(Sheera)
female..

93. If No.7 and No.10 are together, will it be a good thing?
(Dex and Shan)
wow.. hmmm.. i duno.. we'll juz hav to wait and seee..

94. What is No.2 studying?
(Sookling)
what is she studyin? urmm.. she is stil in high skul like me..

95. When was the last time you had a chat with No.3?
(Andria)
urmm.. few days ago le..

96. What genre of music does No.8 like?
(Ivan)
all i noe is he loves christian songs..

97. Does No.1 have any siblings?
(Faruq)
yeah.. a younger bro.. and two elder sisters.

98. Would you ever woo No.3?
(Andria)
woo???

99. How about No.7?
(Dex)
no i dun think ill woo anyone..

100. What is the surname of No.5?
(SarahJane)
Nathan.

101. Does No.5 and No.9 get along well?
(SarahJane and Sheera)
urmm i duno.. i dun think they tok to ech other much tho..

102. Where is No.2 studying?
(Sookling)
SMK USJ 4.

103. Say something about No.1?
(Faruq)
he is very good looking.

104. Have you ever tried developing feelings for No.6?
(Xi yuan)
huh? he is d past le.. so no i dun do tat le..

105. Where does No.9 live?
(Sheera)
just behind my house..

106. What colour does No.4 like?
(Wai lam)
urmmm i duno le.. black i think..

107. Are No.5 and No.1 best friends?
(SarahJane and Faruq)
best frens? no.. frens.. yes..

108. Is No.7 the sexiest person in the world?
(Dex)
urmm.. not d sexiest lahh!! but he is cool le..

2008-11-25T00:38:00.000-08:00

4 words.
I-hate-my-life.
:'(

Day 3 SPM

2008-11-12T15:51:00.000-08:00

Third day of SPM is finished!
BM,BI,SEJ and MATHS is done done done forever and ever and ever and ever and ever!!!!
i did not do well for my SEJ and MATHS le..
im so screwed omggg....
im oni happie wit my english.
i hope i get A1..
d first essay was bout a fren who was chosen the best group leader!
and i wrote about Faruq!! LOL.
eh eh dun flatter urself all ahh..
i noe i told you tat i praise you like hell..
but it was true anyway le.. (:
and second essay they had 5 choices..
we had to chose one of it.

1st one was bout sumbody who worked hard to succeed in life..
2nd one was bout examinations whether it was good or bad..
3rd one was bout my perfect future husband or wife..
4th one was bout to write a story ending wit '... now i realise the value of a true friendship.'
5th one was bout stars ==
LOL.
guess which one did i choose????

i chose d first one.. sumone who worked hard to succeed in life..
i wrote bout my dad..
it was very dramatic to b honest..
juz like my trials..
but obviously d stories were fake.
kinda made me bit depressed when i wrote tat essay..
but oh welll SPM right?!!! A1 please!!
i got A2 for my trials.
i hope i get A1 for SPM!
phewww...
this year we were kinda lucky le..
english and bm were kinda easy..
BM they asked us to write bout pencemaran air!!
i tot it would b like..
sukan or petrol or sumthing..
but yeah.. YAY!!!
no need tok bout SEJ or MATHS!
im sooooo dead!!!! AHHHHH!!!
so another 6 more days to go!!
i stil hav science, seni, economy, moral and accounts!
hope it wont b so hardddddddddddd!!!

looking forward to science which is next mondayyy!
WOOHOOO!!

tues and wed our exams were until like.. 4.30pm.
so we went to eat lunch..
went wit andria and ling..
ling drove us to taipan to eat on weddd!!
a fren who can drive!!! LOL.
today it was until 12.30pm..
next exams wil b like a few hours oni too..
at least not so tiring .. hehe.

all the best to all SPM candidates!! (:
we shall all do wellllll!!!
i hope.

SPM!

2008-11-10T15:30:00.000-08:00

SPM is finally here!! its tomorow! first paper will be BM 1, Sejarah 1 and BM 2. OHHH GOOOSSHHH!! i hope i do well.. *fingers crossed*

♥

2008-11-10T14:06:00.000-08:00

(Inhale)
tears begin to flood my face like a cup left under a running faucet
well after the water has reached the rim,
my heart leaping to my throat,
getting caught,
squeezing,
twisting,
tearing.
my throat contracting around the emotions
that threaten to leap up & out of my lips,
my stomach rumbling,
wrestling,
knotting.
my hands quiver as i reach up to blot the tiny teardrops,
leaving footprints down my cheeks.
the path that awaits me suddenly seems like a pilgrimage,
one foot,
next foot,
step,
step,
I see you.
you smile.
I smile.
you ask how I am.
(I lie)
I reply that I'm fine
(eventhough my heart has just crept up into my mouth
& is jumping up & down like an Olympic diver waiting to hit the water).
I want to say that I miss you,
let you know that every moment I'm awake I think of you.
I want you to know that I miss your arms,
your smile,
your lips.
I want you to know that
(I'm incomplete)
my body hurts,
my soul bleeds.
I ask how you are
(hoping against all hope that you'll tell me what I want to hear & mean it).
you reply,
(your answer is not including that you miss me, that you miss my arms, my lips, my touch).
my eyes attempt to strip you down to your soul
(searching for what I once knew so well).
they get lost.
my heart leaps off the end of my tongue,
wanting you to see the way you've hurt me
wanting you to hurt the same way.
it falls to the ground.
something happened,
you hastily say good-bye,
stomping,
squishing,
mutilating
my vulnerable, fallen heart.
(not even pausing long enough to scrape it off the bottom of your shoe, like a discarded piece of gum).
people pass,
as if I don't even exist.
(I want to cry, scream, shout).
I want someone to find my heart,
bring it back,
piece it together.
I turn away,
hoping that one day it won't hurt
(as much)
and hoping that I will again be able to call you
and have you come over to me,
be able to buy you shirts that match your eyes,
and will still be able to make your ears turn red
from the friction of our lips.
I walk away,
knowing my heart will not follow.
(exhale)

2008-11-04T16:23:00.000-08:00

WELCOME TO MY BLOG!! :D

me with short hair :X

me with my long hair last time.. missss itt ):

which one beta? hmmm..

those are old pics of me. so long din take pics.. no time hahaha! sorry..

HIII! this is my new blog! my name is Sarah Nicole Ho! im 17 years old.. very old i noe.. haha! im taken.. LOL! (: loves pink and all .. u can see anywhere la.. evrything i own is pink.. hehe.. anything else u can juz read my blog! im goin to start blogging as much as possible after SPM okay? hahaha! tat would b in like 1 month time.. wish me luck for SPM next tuess.. reli need it!! need all d luck i can get! hahahah! yay! after tat no more skul for me! LOl. ahha.. anyways wil blog another day (: ehehe.. seeeee yaaaa (: tc.